Sex Tape

We watched Sex Tape yesterday. Cinema 1. I almost cried. I thought of how we were used to be like the cheesy scene. I felt like cheating cuddling with a stranger. I don’t want to hold his hands or him hold mine but I want to be held by you. I feel so defeated. 

Please heavens above. Take this loneliness and isolation I feel.


No U-turn

It ended. It’s not killing me now but I know it soon will. 

If I could turn back and  be allowed to do something different, would I? The answer is I don’t really know. i just want to be left alone.

The chest pains are gone for now and I just don’t care.

I still cry about it but good news is that I could now live with it.

I don’t know if I am mad. I just feel so empty and hollow.




The Locker Room Love Story

girl: (walking by by the guy at his locker) Hey!
guy: (shutting his locker and looking at her, confused) Sorry, do i know you?
girl: (looking hurt) You used to. (walk away)
guy: Wait! (he grabs her arm)
girl: (looks at his hand on her arm and then at his beautiful face) What?
guy: I do know you. (pauses for a minute). I know your favorite flavor of ice cream is mint chocolate chip. I know you still sleep with a stuffed horse named Maggie you got as a baby. I know you have a dog, who you love as much as any human. I know you're heart is just as beautiful as your face.
girl: Then why did you say you didn't?
guy: Because I can't take care of something that beautiful. It's like giving a gold necklace to a four year old who plays in mud. You would get hurt. I could never be the one to cause you that pain. So no, I don't know you. I CAN'T know you.
girl: Well I know you. And I know I want to do this. (she kisses him) It's not raining today.
guy: What?
girl: So there's no mud to even play in.


I am NOT a BELT

"You make mistakes, then you’d be sorry and I’d forgive you."

Prelims, no one adjusted. I’ve realized that so I took all my bags labeled COURAGE and swallowed everything I found. I am a hundred percent human being but I accepted my faith and become a belt. A few centimeters have been adjusted only for you. I have adjusted to fit in. 

Midterms, is approaching  but not yet tomorrow nor for the next few days. I will continue to be a belt- our belt. I am happy. Feelings at the moment may be to blame for my internal battle. 

Finals, I don’t want you! Leave us alone. I dare you I will be a belt. I may have at once regretted the feeling of becoming a mere object but I am happy. I have learn that a boat should become a ship in the ocean. 


sherlockology:

The first image of Andrew Scott as Dalien Bevan from Blackout, beginning in the UK on BBC One on Monday July 2nd 2012 at 21:00BST.
The above image accompanies the BBC Media Centre release for the third episode of the three part series, so isn’t likely indicative of his appearence throughout!

sherlockology:

The first image of Andrew Scott as Dalien Bevan from Blackout, beginning in the UK on BBC One on Monday July 2nd 2012 at 21:00BST.

The above image accompanies the BBC Media Centre release for the third episode of the three part series, so isn’t likely indicative of his appearence throughout!



sherlockology:

We’ve fallen in love with this wonderful Sherlock Holmes altered book purse. A great gift idea for any Sherlock Holmes fan.

sherlockology:

We’ve fallen in love with this wonderful Sherlock Holmes altered book purse. A great gift idea for any Sherlock Holmes fan.